first thing dad asked me this morning was whether i hated him or disliked him. i guess i gave him that mentality because we dont really get along these few days. he's always nagging on my eating habits and i'd get really annoyed with him.

and dear ol' sherlyn agreed with him. whats the big deal about missing a few meals? you wont die as long as you hav water .. but anw, i guess he must've been hurt about how i've been treating him. you know, putting on a less-than-happy face when he comes home, either nodding or shaking my head in reply or giving one-word replies.

i think the rash i had last novemeber or december is back, becxause i saw traces of it at the bottom of my left thumb. eeks. i hate the stupid rash. kept me up for nights. its not as if i dont have my insomnia to keep me awake on sleepless nights. and the rash is ugly too.

the entry before this is by gaby btw. you can tell by the way of writing and the words used. and my mom's nagging about going to eat again !! argh..

/+vous ne pouvez pas perdre que vous n'aves jamais eu -`